11.3.25

Studio Vibes

Watching: Superman (2025) and Wicked

Reading: The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde, She is a Haunting by Trang Thanh Tran, and Ninth House by Leigh Bardugo

Listening: Eternal Sunshine Deluxe: Brighter Days Ahead by Ariana Grande

I spent the past week in Ireland, and it was an absolute delight. I have a terrible habit of not using my PTO, so actually taking the week off (not just for Thanksgiving or Christmas) and going to another country is incredibly unlike me. However, it was desperately needed. The time I spent in Ireland was a firm reminder to slow down and be present. Sometimes, you just need to be and take a mental break from what’s going on in the world to be at your best to help work towards a stronger, more empathetic world.

In Progress

I’ve been slacking on making actual work. Truthfully, I’m not beholden to any deadlines other than my own, but the whole point of this blog is to ensure I make work. While I didn’t work on my current pieces, I did sketch out some small watercolors while in Ireland (more on that later). I also took time to visit the Irish Museum of Modern Art, and it gave me some great inspiration.

Patricia Hurl’s brushstrokes in Jingle Bells are *chef’s kiss*. It’s painterly in the best way possible, and I love how thin her layers are and how they create these moody atmospheres. That painterly feeling reminds me of my undergraduate work, and to embrace my style rather than trying to achieve realism.

Michael Craig-Martin’s Untitled has tiny paintings in the upper left corners of the canvas, paired with a blank, white canvas. The inserted paintings provide a sense of contemplation, but also an intervention in the white. It has me thinking about how to collage and layer in my own work.

Jingle Bells
Patricia Hurl
1988
Acrylic on paperboard

Untitled
Michael Craig-Martin
1976
Canvas with inserts

There were a few other works that I really loved and found inspiring, including a Rauschenberg (forever a favorite) and Nil Yalter’s multimedia installation. Also, there was an exhibition on the quilts of Gee’s Bend. I loved that I went to Ireland during Black History month and saw an exhibition about the legacy of Black craft and history.

Front Roll
Robert Rauschenberg
1964
Lithograph in colors

Kith & Kin: The Quilts of Gee's Bend
Irish Museum of Modern Art

Finally, I found a couple of books that I really loved while at the IMMA, including one that I purchased, Gothic: An Illustrated History. It goes over the concept of gothic and gothic horror, from architecture to movies to books. Over the past few years, gothic horror has turned into one of my favorite genres. Thinking about this series I’ve been working on, I think I’m drawing from elements of gothic horror with the idea of duplicates of self, the uncanny, and even touching on planetary and cosmic horror (the idea that an alien took over myself). It was a great find, and I’m just grateful I could fit it into my carry-on.

Another book I saw, but did not purchase, was Mario Andres Robinson’s Lessons in Realistic Watercolor (although I may purchase it now). While I took watercolor in undergrad and feel really comfortable with the medium, this book goes into techniques that I think would benefit my current work. He uses glazing techniques (blocking out the value with an underpainting and then layering over it), which is something I know how to do and know my work would flourish from (but somehow conveniently forgot). I’m testing underpainting in the watercolor studies, using different colors (not just using grayscale).

I used a yellow underpainting for this study, and I love the warmth that comes through.

A couple of other underpaintings on studies.

Creative Endeavors

I can’t remember the last time I picked up my DSLR and just took photos of everything that I was interested in. Also, I can’t remember the last time I spent an afternoon working in Lightroom. While I didn’t work on my current body of work, I did spend time just enjoying photography and editing. Also, I’m absolutely obsessed with the photos I took and need a place to host them.

Other Shenanigans

I’m planning on running a D&D oneshot with friends later this week, and very excited to see how that turns out. Unfortunately, I do have to start my colonoscopy diet this weekend for my colonoscopy next week. Crossing my fingers for no polyps this year, so I can start going every three years.

Another thing on my mind lately is volunteering. My cousin Netah and I usually volunteer together, but we haven’t done it in a while. Lately, I’ve been getting into my head, hyperfocusing on my flaws. I know volunteering really helps with that; basically, it’s the idea of that it’s not all about me. I've been looking at opportunities with the Anacostia Watershed Society and local food banks. I also want to start working with Catchafire again. The world is on fire, but I can do what I can do to help extinguish it.